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我和妹妹、西西、欧拉在家过的第一个earth hour. 蜡烛15支，太阳能灯一个,玩得很开心哦，还没反应过来9：30已经过了，呵呵，我想如果能改为每月一次，那该有多好！不仅节能低碳，还促进了烛业的发展！~~改明儿我卖蜡烛去~哼哼！

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How to explain spring? Plants turn to green, dogs want to&(^%^%, people going out and say HI~!

I get cold and nightmares.

Baileys really good, sweet honey sugar baby, always make my body warm. Thanks.

厨房精灵：偷吃点心的小朋友的化身，在厨房里打杂，哪里也不能去，每天吃的只有烤焦的饼干和做糊的汤，当主人亲自给他们做点心吃，他们才可以重获自由。但是，如果精灵做事偷懒的话，哼哼哼~~~~~~就会被女巫变成小人饼干~~~就着翌日早晨的咖啡吃掉！嘿嘿嘿~~~

话说，在公元2010年初春的一个没有家长在家的夜晚，严格了说是月黑风高时分，爱吃起司的兔怪小朋友偷偷溜进了传说中点心女巫后院的牛油饼田里… …

“啷里格儿啷… 啷里格儿啷… ...春天里那个百花香... ...啷里格啷里格啷里格啷... ...”
兔怪小朋友一边哼着时下最流行的小曲儿，
一边在饼田里来回的转悠，一心想要找到自己心爱的起司味儿饼干… …


“恩~~这是香草的~~~不要不要~”

“恩~~牛油原味儿……没意思。”

“恩~~~~柠檬的~~~讨厌~~~”

“要~欧！！...核桃的...还是不喜欢..." 


“恩！！！！！！这~~~！这！！这个！！！！！”

正在兔怪小朋友高兴的扑向起司味儿饼干时… …

一个身高一百八十仗！体重一百八十磅！的长毛巨怪悄然出现… …
巨怪用它那低低低低低八度的嗓音问道：“你有病啊... .."
兔怪小朋友头也不回的尖叫到：“你有药啊！” （以下巨怪简称J,兔怪小朋友简称T）
J：“你要多少！”
T：“有多少要多少！”
J：“要多少有多少!"
T：“... ...!"
J：“... ...!”

打住！！！！！ 这里讲的是童话故事！！！怎么成段子了！（没想到兔怪小朋友还是钢丝儿）

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~~~~~~原来饼田主人点心女巫也最爱起司，早就预料到了会有贪吃的小朋友半夜溜进来偷饼干的，安排了二女儿欧拉在此守护, 被抓住的小朋友全部关进了厨房，每天刷锅洗碗，这就是厨房精灵的来历了。咳~   

晚上实在坐不住，做了一盘牛油饼，5！种口味儿~~~必须要强调~~~呵呵！

有香草、柠檬、核桃、原味、起司。 咳~我很有耐心。于是… …

我个人认为都很好吃，不过起司的确实很特别啊，每个起司饼里我都放了一托起司~~~~哈哈！

欢迎各位小朋友来偷饼啊！最近厨房着实有点乱了~

 
我体内的能量正在被逐渐形成的肌肉以小时计算消耗着…….

蛋白质维生素矿物质微量元素通通需要……

昨天弹琴，坂本龙一的Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence ,  忽然间有一段弹出黑炮了~~！我狂惊！！ 嘴上喊着“***%￥……&……” 屁股以零点零零零一秒的速度从琴凳上弹起！ 而后在客厅转悠了N圈，仍未平静，也许我这转变过大，如服药过量一般产生了副作用？

POPING了 5天，自然是从未有过的经历，奇怪的是我正在读《舞舞舞》，巧合不成？ 难道说，我的生活里也有个什么在连线？ 居然也能一点一点的连上，绝了~ 越来越有趣了~~

记得第一天去上课的时候，老师说要用大臂后侧的肌肉发力，而我仅仅只是在费尽心思的寻找那肌肉的去向，我假装肌肉他老人家是出门儿遛弯去了~~狂汗一个半小时。（半晚回家后猛举哑铃，PS:哑铃重量仅为3磅）

第四天的时候老师要做俯卧撑，我自然也是在众目睽睽之下做出了完成率为零~的成绩。纳闷为什么连我妹妹都能做出几个来，可当我回忆往事……我这双胳膊确实没有完成过任何一次那叫做俯卧撑的动作。这可不行~！ 为了建设祖国，我也一定得把自己练得壮壮实实的！

假声唱到：小女子年方“二八”，脱去了旗袍且穿上了马甲……

That’s true. Life is magic.

到了岛上，平白无故的脚肿了，带去的布鞋实在没法穿，由于蜈支洲岛水下有珊瑚礁群（我不知道用群来形容对不对，反正就是很多的意思）所以沙滩上布满了珊瑚尸体，我试了下光脚行走，结果...... 总之，我想我应该是第一个在蜈支洲岛上秀UGG的人，说实话，UGG虽是雪地靴，不过踩沙也是相当爽的。 除了鞋本身不防水这个方面，在海边穿对鞋有毁灭性威胁以外，还有沙子进鞋后很难清理~~~~其它就只剩舒服了~~~~~很喜欢妈妈给我拍的这张，早晨看完日出后，海边一个人也没有，游客也还没来得及上岛来，我在海边一阵疯跑，嘿嘿~ 开心~~~~

此贴献给Master.王 ，去年在北京黑桥村对我咒语了好些天的“油极极”，致使在大脑里留下了钻刻般的印象。俺就“油极极”了~~~还去了热带秀的，哈哈~

另外，在沙滩上我还发现了来抢风头的，原来鞋底的logo是这样使用的~~~建议Jumbo UGG厂商也效仿一下(PS:我穿的是澳产的，鞋底没字），试想，沙滩或者雪地里印满了UGG......在这个UGG遍天下的时代，无论真假也来撒开了热闹一把。 
广告语是：“我很丑，但是我对你的脚很温柔。”

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没想到，自己回头进屋把门关上。说到底，越是明白越是害怕，糊涂时拥有，清醒时失去。
好不容易收回来的自己，一定要好好珍惜。
一切都很好，都还要继续的，只要在心里系上白丝带（系胳膊上明显没用），这样子路难走，但不会走错。
小米的博客里一张照片和这首曲子让我的心融化了，照片里的她，已经是一个活脱脱的女人，我清楚这种感觉只有幸福才可以办到的，为他高兴。嘿嘿，还有那小不点儿~
我使劲儿闭上眼睛，然后睁开，才发现电脑屏幕好亮~~~~呵呵，要先领略什么是闭眼的黑暗才行（相对论不是讲过么，哼哼哼！）......
我双手合十，感谢亲爱的你们让我有机会感受这闭眼的时刻。并且，我愿意合上我的眼睛，慢慢呼吸。我不急......
也许，我更怕的是，闭眼太久，睁开会直接导致失明。AMON...愿视力与我同在。 （今天在街上看见好多身穿“XX网络与你同在”背心的青壮年合格产品，此广告语，超乎寻常的莫名其妙）

海靠近我 空气湿了 黑暗温柔 凝视着我 繁星亮起 回忆浮动
曾经存在 如今隐没
该不是我的心 还在小声唱着
该不是这场雨 一直都还没停
该不是我的心 还在思索结局
该不是这场梦 是谁还在继续
美丽的梦 请别远走 宇宙苏醒
改变过我

PM18:00

煮了一整棵西蓝花作晚饭，很大的一棵。 我往里面加了巴马奶酪粉和意式香草调料还有酸乳酪沙拉酱，复杂的味道，但这正是我需要的。每一小棵西蓝花看上去都像足了新娘，披着一层一层的白纱，质地花纹亦是各异，很有看头。

今日家里安静得异常，我坐在窗台前，很小心认真的吃着。 我想到一个问题。

我会被如何处理？如果我们都是上帝或某神的作品。

像我，我的将来是什么样子，我使劲儿想了，我的生活变不下去，怎么也走不动。 也许改明儿出门就被什么给咔嚓了…… 而且绝不是受伤什么的咔嚓，是一下击毙的咔嚓。 生死薄上的本人，也就立马用白雪修正液给涂了。因为，继续不下去了

要不那么多意外事故用来做什么用的呢？其实，也就是用来处理如我一般的失败作品。因为，继续不下去了。如果我还一直存在，岂不是合格产品们的眼中钉肉中刺……

那么，恩，我需不需要假装一下，假装一下自己其实本来就不存在，或许，假装自己也仅仅是按照计划进行着。躲过这风头， 或许免去一劫。 往后才能继续在神的眼皮底下练习moon walk.

恩，新娘们都嫁出去了，挺好。

愿智力与我同在。AMon… …

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I try to choose another tune to play last night. But I did not get it.

I’m not good to make a choice. Yes. I always mistrust myself. Somebody told me that just follow your feeling and it always right. I don’t accept it.

I had too much feeling. And I know they are all from the true part.

So… that suggestion is not good on me.

Then . I’m still wasting time to learn how to choose things. I wish I can do it steadfast. That means I totally understand what I really what.

If there is have less feeling. It can be much easier. I wish I can be a simple girl. Actually my mind is very simple I think. But those things that out of me are too complicated. They gave me too much information. And that made me nervous. It just like I’m doing a test the test about choosing life. Yesterday I got a message from a friend. He told me “let’s see what is the life going to do to us.” I did not answer that immediately. I had a lots of answers actually. But I don’t know send which one to him. And for emotion that’s too much to talk with someone. Anyone. Except myself. So I was stuck. And two hours later I answer back with one stupid sentence for reply. It’s proved one more thing that is I am not good on talking. I always have too much thought. And it’s hard to choose which one is the best to going on. Oh.. wasting time. But. Haruki Murakami wrote “ waste is virtue in capitalism country” in his book. I think that thought can use in socialism country either. So it’s ok for me to waste time on choosing. Oh yeah…I’m not guilty.

I was thinking about living alone for my own good. I think that can help me to know myself better. Then I can learn how to choose things clearly.

When i was walking with my dog this afternoon. I met my classmate of college. She looks well and skin still perfect. But not prety as my memery .Maybe because she made up or something.I  do like nature beauty more. The eye thing dirtied her face a little. I don’t want to see that but I think when people talk with you. You better look their eyes for genty. That make me not very comfortable. And my nose itchying for no reason when I talk with her. So, I really didn’t enjoy that. Just repeat those surprise words and wish the chart can be finish earlier. I think I just do not like talk with people who is not very close to me. Or just I feel not very good today. And my face was stiff unusual.

We had a short talk about work,dog blabla. She  told me she will move to another city with her husband.  When I walking back . My feeling can’t be more lower. I can’t stop thinking that why people moving and why their always can find someone to be with. It looks like a easy  thing except for me. I feel like I want to be quiet like a dust and stay in one place until I am disapper from the world. I had enough already. I don’t want anything anymore. Listening the music of <the legend of 1900>. Using my last strength to walk home.  I’m so tired.

Went back home and had four pieces of bread for supper .Then play piano until sleeping time.  Before went to bed i ate one black pill for cold. I thought I caught one. Or I can say. I just want to find something to blame for all those low mood.  Because cold can be easy to cure. Not like others.

I took the ring from sky and put on my finger.
I told myself there have one magic thing gonna be happen.
Even i don't know that yet. 
I have a very strong desire that i want to spread out my wings.
And show my own power for the fist time in my life.